taste the rainbow

HELLOOOO I AM A HACKERRRR. BAHAHAHAHAA.

greenwich sucks-freshmen suck-you suck-enough said

last night ended up going to timmys n hanging out w/ him, brendan, and greg. much fun was had by all. interesting convos that wont be forgotten. ilu guys. today woke up n showered n then went to kicks to get measured for costumes cause nancy forgot on thursday. then went out to breakfast w/ mom. bonding time and such. then went to easton to make kitty litter cake. gross looking but tasty. then went to tsalapatanis' house to carve pumpkin. followed by them (minus ashley and laur) coming over for dinner. so i basically did homework and kept chelsea entertained which involved playing pretty pretty princess, watching mk and ash videos, and listening to maroon 5 (dont ask). and then i came online and talked to eric and found out stuff i didnt want to know and now i'm tired and pissed and ya know life is life. so i'm gunna go xoxo laur

interesting comment of the week
juls-i feel like i have a hole in my butt
kelly-you do

so i'm not gunna replay the entirety of my life from my last update cause that would just be long and boring and frankly, no one cares. so i'll add in the fh updates and thats it. wednesday-pasta party at marias-mucho fun decorating the seniors and some juinors cars. thursday-met at brugers before school to finish off our crazy outfits. picture many girls all dressed alike hanging out at brugers drawing on each others faces with face crayons and glitterizing each other. then picture all the girls leaving together in their cars blasting music driving up strobel to school. amazing amounts of fun. was super late to first period but hey at least i went which is more than i can say for most of the girls. plus basbagill didnt seem to care at all seeing as how half the class was late and its not like we ever do anything worth being there for in that class anyways. skip to after school-all gather in the commons (minus the seniors) to make signs and sign lampshades for senior night. then get kicked out of commons and move to locker room hallway. spend hours decorating field and locker room. result-gorgerousness and some very happy seniors. we won our game 1-0 i scored!!!! then we were suprised by varsity with halloween bags filled w/ candy. and we tailgated after. much fun and much food. varsity lost 3-1 but thats okay. after much crying on the seniors part and much hugging and pictures on everyones parts. friday-all thought season was over but were suprised to hear about a mandatory fh meeting after school. all thought was about end of season party or camp. skip to after school-all arrive at meeting expecting to hear bout camp/party but are speechless (yes the fh team was speechless) when they hear coach kluspes say she wont be coaching next year. many many tears on everyones part. i still cant believe it. when you think of fh you think of kluspes thats just how it is. i dont think i'll really believe it until next year when shes not there. even then i dont know if i'll believe it. next year will be so different. so many seniors gone and now coach too. what will we do?? so anyways end of season party next tuesday more fh updates after that.
on a lighter note i will be going trick or treating on halloween which is a suprise because my mom had originally said that i couldnt go cause i was too old. but charlotte convinced her otherwise. yay charlotte i heart you!!! and thats about it. i've been thinking about him alot lately. more than i should. i'm getting my hopes up for somethin that won't happen seeing as how i've only seen him like twice in the past year. but everytime i see him it all comes back. oh well. note to self-must find some other boy to concentrate on. ok well thats all. possibly going to timmys house tonight depending on mother. we shall see. xoxo Laur

betsy to kenny-what did you get chelsea for her bday
me-lingerie of course
betsy to me and kenny-damn thats what i got her too
i laugh hysterically cause thats pretty damn funny

meis-my underwear is like up to my bellybutton

ok so if you have anymore for me to add let me know and i will. todayy was pretty good. sub in ush, chorus was easy, eng was boring, lunch was lunch, gym was gym, chem was boring, spanish still a sub cause sra slais is still in the hospital tear tear, and alg was fun suprisingly. then there was varsity game-freezingggcold and they got killed 9-0. gg more update tom

so this past weekend...friday-homecoming in the pouring rainn. soooo much funn. driving in the the school and who do we see but helf, salvey, and stel dancing in the parking lot. sans an umbrella. ahh they amuse me. sar, michelle, and i all brought our umbrellas even though they helped not at all. and we got kenny to actually come to his 1st fball game. yay kenny. and there were many xc girls and guys there cheerin for em pierson even though she didnt win. then sat mornin was the psats. lauren, jake, phil, and parker were all in my room. boy did i feel stupid after the vocab part. oh well. then my mommy picked me up and we drove to the giants stadium in new jersey for the notre dame vs navy fball game. we met the onoratos there. sooo exciting to see catie cause its been foreverrr. we must have eaten a million lollipops. gained about 10 pounds. then after the game we met up w/ the bogans. mike looks sooo different. not in a bad way though. def. not in a bad way. hes still cool to hang out w/ so me, him, n catie had a good time together catchin up on each others lives. and eating food of course. then catie drove home in our car and came over and we watched a movie and desperate housewives. sunday morning was the breast cancer walk. it was long and my feet hurt after but it was worth it. and that was my weekend. we tied our game yesterday 0-0 cause the refs r gay and called the game after 30 min even though you could still totally see the ball. soo i've been doing alott of thinking lately and i realized i really miss alott of people. 1-my florida fam (becs, dad, cathy, etc) 2-colie 3-jeremy and 4-my camp girlss. and it kinda makes me sad. and i've also realized how much i dont like self centered people and people that complain alot. kind of hypocritical of me cause i can be self centered at times and have days where i complain like no other. but really must you complain every 5 min about how much work you have? we are all busy. most of us play sports. and we all get for the most part the same amount of hw. can i help it if you procrastinate or dont know how to budget your time. and lastly i've realized how i need to get away. i'm tired of school and of my mom and even of my friends. i need a break from it all. too bad that cant happen. ok then now that i'm done venting i think i shall go. -Laur

ok so i didnt think i was gunna be able to update today but now the pasta party is at 5 and not 4 and i just found out cause i'm always the last to know but whateva. phone trees suck. so anyways backtrack to last weekend. friday-hang out with pj, cliff, baldwin, eric, and bstan. bstan sleeps over. saturday go to helfs, have phil drive us to fball game. meet many people at game. have phil drive us to tims. hang out at tims. helf sleeps over. this week was all a blur of school, fh prac, dance etc. one particular moment worth noting...WE WON OUR FH GAME VS. DANBURY!!!!! lubbz scored the first goal assisted by yours truly and steph scored the second assisted by palazzo. danbury scored no goals. go us! and we owe it all to red starburst. skip to friday. i heart nina and steph for taking care of me in gym when i had mental breakdown number one. chem provoked mental breakdown number two which was cured by a drink of water. not. so yea then we went to the varsity fh game in stamford. massive amounts of fun had. ahh my fh girls make me laugh alot. then lubbz and i went to the fball game at prep and ran into niall and his friends who lubbz happened to know. then ran into meis, lauren, sarah n, fini, eammon. and then we finally got to see eric and pj. and we met alot of prep boys and i cant remember any of their names. cept the green shirt kid. well i dont really remember his name i think it was jeff though. lubbz would know cause she almost got away with his hat. and i almost got away with pjs hat but then he realized i was wearing it. and i totally forgot to give him his livestrong bracelet back and now i feel really bad but he doesnt seem to care. those prep boys are crazy i tell ya. so yeah then lubbz slept over. then saturday i went to the stanleys house and chilled there while bets was at her meet. then we went over to hms for the classic. then met up w/ kenny, parker, meis, chelsea, kaitlin, emily, mark and mike. and i got to see brittni but only for like 2 seconds. tear tear. and i didnt get to meet her bf. tear tear. then i slept over betsys house. and we woke up early this morning to go to the diabetes walk in stamford. actually kinda fun despite the fact it was like the crack of dawn. and then i finally got home and i'm goin to a pasta party in a bit. i kinda wanted to go to erics game w/ pj but duty calls. i mean i love my fh girls and all but i'm with them alott. and i only get to see pj like once a week. but oh well. hes possibly coming to my game tomorrow which totally freaks me out but whateva. on another note i've only seen my mom for a total of like 30 min the entire weekend. and only in bits and pieces. is that a good thing? a think so and i think that she thinks so too. we shall most likely have to spend some quality time together tonight. hopefully only an hour or two though. less if i'm lucky. i love her and all but i need my independence and she wants to control every aspect of my life which usually leads to disagreements. i cant wait to 1. get my license and 2. go to college. so yea i'm tired of typing. most likely byee until next weekend.

ok so just to let you know i havent forgotten to update its just that i have a lack of time in my life. example right now-cant update cause i gotta go get ready for pasta party. i shall update at some point though. i promise. -Laur

ok so heres the entry bout my friends i promised from before. i'm gunna try and finish it but most likely i won't so if i dont i'll just finish it later.

ali lubbz-my bus buddy and running buddy for life!! wow i dont know what i would do without you. fh would not be the same. youre always there for me to listen to me complain, give me advice, keep me in line, etc. you are always so crazy and fun to be around. all of our times in vermont (including smuggs!) together will never be forgotten. ilu lubbz!!

sara helf-we've gotten really close this summer and this year and its been a blast. from our crazy times gokarting and minigolfing during the summer to the beach boys concert. through our guy obsessions. and of course the grapevine. thanks for all the awesome times lets keep them comin!!

peter-wow i cant believe i only met you a little over a year ago. we've been through so much shit (sorry beep) together its crazy. there was the circle crew. and when you paid me a dime to be my #1 friend. and then all the times i've dragged you places i knew you didnt want to go like caties soccer game. and all those super long talks on the phone. and the late nights sleeping on the couches when our moms get together. so much stuff and youre still here for me 24/7. thanks for it all.

bstan-soo many crazy times with you. our moms r insane. all the fun youth group meetings. me living at your house after school. all the crazy times in vermont (smuggs included). our walks to 7-11 for taffy. sunset run "we're here for the tshirts n food". chem partners. being careful not to overexert ourselves in gym. totally following what senoras saying in span. or is that totally not following lol. ahh ilu bstan!!

ericaa-heyy doll!! i miss youu. 4 classes together is not enough compared to last year. ahh i cant believe we have miss t for an hour everyday!! but luckily youre always just a turn away to talk to. no womens for me this year! yay! and gym with bray is always a blast. hes so happy to have us both again and we know it! even if i do have problems staying in line for attendance. and thinking of nicknames for jeff is always fun. hes so lucky we're here to keep him in line hahaha. ilu erica school wouldnt be the same w/out you!!

billy-oh man so i just met you this year even though we've been goin to school together for a while i think and you are one crazy kid. youre so awesome to put up with me all day, 5 days a week. and a few periods a day you get to put up with erica and me together! you rock!! amazing mile in gym. good job. we were betting bray that you'd win and we won! or rather you won! yay!! and then theres being the piano man in chorus. you rock again!! thanks for everythingg.

timmyp-ok so this summer was amazingly fun. you are just so crazy. i've had so many awesome times with you. irishfest was so much funn and woulda been totally boring w/out you. oar rocked too! cant wait for sawdoctors! you still need to teach me that dance. oh yea and we can't forget about the beachboys. then there were all those times at the movies, tashua pool, your house, etc. ahh you always make me laugh. i dont get to see you as much this year but youre still an awesome kid!!

frootloop-so many fun times with you the list could go on forever. you are one of the blondest guys i know. (not literally of course) this year is going to rock during spanish. a lot of funny times already. you being late to class probably beacause you were thinking about how to tell her you were late to class in spanish. ahh joel you crack me up -uconn

kenny-ok so we were parted for most of the summer but when we finally got back together it was soo much fun. as usual. going to the gym together [we must go again]. this year is crazyy with you already and its only like the 3rd week of school. lunch and spanish are soo much fun. youre always there for me when i need a good hug hahaha. ahh kenny awesome times.

meggyd-ahh megg!!! ilu!! fh wouldnt be the same without you. and lunch too. and algebra now i cant write notes to you!! youre always there to give me advice on guys. and make me feel better when i'm sad. i dont have to endure the wrath of tornillo at womens anymore luckily lol so youre on your own for that one sorry babes. idk what i'd do w/out you. you rock!

emilyy-heyy em. this year is going to be crazyy. lunch, gym, chem...our poor teachers. enough said. hahaha ilu em you always make me laugh. we've had so many crazy times over the summer. all our contests, cherries, pretzels, singing to pj, boredom. ahh you rock em!!

ryann-you are my blondest friend ever (literally). i miss havin u in my math class to make fun of jimmy with. or was that you and jimmy making fun of me. i'll never be sure. lunch and chem wouldnt be the same without you. you rock!!

greg-this shoutout will be updated at a later date when there is something to say.
ok soo i'll finish at a later date cause i gg. byee

ohmygosh. never in my life have i needed a weekend so badly. sophmore year is turning out to be hell. apparently when youre a sophmore youre not allowed to have free time or sleep. ever. except weekends if youre lucky. but only if youre lucky. monday seems so long ago i'm not sure if i remember what happened. school, prac, homework. tuesday we had a game against westhill. our whole team was in terrible moods after. we lost 1-0. better than last time but still. then wednesday school, prac from hell on account of losing on tuesday, back to school night spent hangin w/ bets while moms were gettin into trouble together in our classes. ended it with pj yet again. oh yes and mikes bday. he got his permit. scary thought. thursday school, prac again from hell but palazzo made me laugh. alot. "put your goggles down and prepare for a fight...ya kno like from harry potter. except the bugs are keys." as she swings her stick around "killing" all the bugs. i got in trouble for tellin boyle that i quit but oh well. and then dance. much needed it was soo fun and very exciting to see kayla whos tall, and nicole, and of course brittni!!! and the class was fun too. woot woot. then came home and had much hw. not fun. and it was ashleys bday. and so we get to today. 1st period we listened to basbagills band, and one of the kids in r class played the guitar and rocked! and then 3rd period i had a good discussion with tar, dana, and caitie. go us! gym was spent sitting on the turf doing hw and watching people run the mile cause i already did mine so i didnt have to do it again today. and alg was spent doodling and trying not to laugh at parker. oh yea and writing notes to meg. such a productive day. plans for this weekend are undetermined as of now. tonight maybe going to cliffs house to hang with bstan, cliff, eric, pj, and tara. and tomorrow possibly the fball game. idk if i wanna go if hes there. or maybe its cause hes there i'll wanna go. but if shes there too then it might be awkward. well who knows. only time will tell. i think i might do another entry later about all my friends n how much i love them cause i feel like its needed cause theyve been so good to me this week. ok thats all. -laur

ok so the game on friday was suprisingly fun. there were alott more people there than i expected. we ended up tying them 1-1 with an intense ending and even ot but no scoring. so sad. oh well. after the game time was spent on the phone with sarah, sara, tim, and greg. and hanging with the fam. so saturday i got woken up crazy early (like 815) so i could clean my room before we went shopping at the outlets with sarah and linda. and it was pouring out. really really really alott (good english on my part lol) and when we went to pick up sarah and i was running across her front lawn i fell and slid all the way across and left quite a mark in her grass. it was pouing and i was muddy and soaked so i just lay there laughing cause it was hysterical. go me!! and then we went shopping and bought alott of clothes and saw shayna in delias. and had some interesting times in delias with the coats. more hysterical laughter involved. after the outlets i went back to sars house and then we met mike, bobby, joel, bj, ben, helf, meis, lysh, stel, emma, and emma at the guys varsity soccer game. it was kinda boring but also interesting. french vanilla cigars smell amazingg!!! helf n i can read joels mind and he is one funny kid. again more hysterical laughter. the boys won 1-0!!! yay!!! then i slept over sars house and got woken up crazy early by my mom cause i had to go freeze my butt off volunteering at the arts festival with meis, jess, sean, casey, meg, elizabeth, etc. it was soooo cold. thats all there is to say. and now i am finally home. oh yes for those that dont know...we're back together and i'm hoping all is good between us. long story dont ask, those that need to know do. and thats basically it for my funn-filled weekend. maybe i'll have time to update this week but if not then there will be more updates next weekend. -laur

ok so wow i am just so amazed. i have had time for 3 entries in one week. i could get used to this only have 4 days of school a week thing. so i'm still sick. ughh i just cant shake this its soo annoying but oh well. sneezing has just become a part of my lifestyle. so for all that dont already know we broke up last night. kinda sad bout it cause i wasn't really expecting it. i mean in a way i gues i was expecting it but i wasnt really ready for it. ehh guys r just confusing. screw em. but yea so anyways word of advice to you all. when a voicemail starts out i really didnt want to do this on your voicemail...just dont listen to the rest. delete it and claim you never got it. or take jaclyns advice and listen to it and then claim you never got it. hahaha i love that girl. shes so funny. yesterday was an awesome day off! i had practice from 1130-1 which wasnt bad cause all we did was scrimage. and then sarah r and sara helf came over and we watched dirty dancing havana nights! awesome movie!! and now we're all into that kinda dancing cause its just soo cool. and the guy in the movie is really hot. and then sarah baked cookies which suprisingly turned out really tasty even though she burned her finger in the process. and we listened to music and watched degrassi (bbs!!) and oc. ahh i've missed those girls over the past few weeks, so nice to finally catch up with them. so yea my day in school today was quite amusing and good and fun aside from the being sick and feeling like crap part. first period was humorours as always with meis and lexie and of course mr. basbagill. second period we got free time when the guys had to have a sectional. also amusing times in that class with jaclyn and erica and jaclyn and my love lives. and then third period was boring as usual but i got two tootsie rolls and a cream soda dumdum so that was happiness. lunch was unique or weird whichever you perfer. greg, emily, betsy (lazy one), nina (whipped one), peter (stupid whipped one), ryan (dumb one), and then occasionaly kenny and erica. the locker room before gym is always a funny time. from singing to voting to feeling emilys forehead, with your cheek?! haha yeaa. gym was unusually funny cause erica and i got a good job for "running a lap" in 2 min. we walked 1/2 of it and then cut across the field but bray didnt notice lol. and then just walking with mel, emily, steph, and daryn. lets just say bray isnt the brightest crayon in the box. chem was chem talking with betsy 95% of the class. stupid jenkins for making us lab partners muhahahaha (evil laugh). spanish was funny even though froot loop wasnt there cause bets and i attempted to write notes to each other in spanish hahaha no comprendo was usually the response i got from her. and finally in algebra i got a 95 on my test yay! and parker and i spent the period writing one line at a time from a song to see how many lines it took until we figured out what the song was. kept us entertained for quite a while. so i love my friends for making what could have been a crappy day into a totally awesome one. and its friday, yay!, which means we dont have school tom. or the next day, yay! tonight i have to go to the varsity fh game at 7 on the turf. everyone should come join us! tomorrow night i think i might be meeting mike for the first time (unless we met when we were little and just dont remember which is entirely likely but oh well) so that should be interesting. and then next week i start dance and get to see brittni!!!!!! yay!!!! i'm soooo excited!!!!! ok well i'm gunna go take a nap before the game tonight

ok so my last entry ended with more later which I totally forgot about until now so later just happens to be a few days later. ok so i feel like everytime i write an entry it has to do with bad shit thats happened in my life and i dont want my few readers to be like omgg this girl is psycho she always has problems because i dont always have problems its just whenever i have time to write i have problems lol. just thought i'd clear that up for you all. ok so sunday i have no clear memories of. i must have at one point done my homework and baked cookies and then i semi-remember talking to sarah on the phone for quite a while which seems to be my only means of communication with her lately which is sad because we go to the same school and practically lived together this summer. but things change. which personally i am starting to hate. i mean sometimes change is for the good but lately its all been bad change. so my personal feeling on change right now is that it is bad. so moving onto monday umm hmm i dont really remember school all that much. practice we scrimaged against the freshmen...totally pointless but whatever. and then pasta party at bean's house!! it was quite entertaining gossiping with mary and daryn and brooke and gracie. and then hearing stories about sheehan as a scary first grader and her frightening dance classes. and then i made the mistake of trusting the jackies and nearly gettin flung out of a chair which i admit was quite fun. so that was that. and then tuesday also no memories of school but whatever. after school (3oclock) we left for our game against ridgefield and didnt get home until 945. crazyness i tell you. so we lost our game 3-0 and all three points were scored in the 2nd half. pretty good for being our first game. much improvment from last year. varsity lost 4-2 putting up a good fight at the end. we had some interesting times during the varsity game. i made the mistake of letting the jackies talk to pj on the phone. poor boy. ah the things he does for me he is truly crazy. then there was the muffin stand. and eating an incredible amount of food. and my heart-to-heart with ali on the bus ride home which made me realized a lot of stuff i was trying to figure out and brought up many more questions in my head. as if i dont have enough going on already. life would be so much easier if it were just asigned who you were going to marry and who you were going to be friends with and thats that. but i supposed it wouldnt be as much fun. and you wouldn't learn as much. and today was a kind of sucky day. i woke up feeling like crap...sore throat, stuffy nose, cant stop sneezing, major headache, etc. but went to school anyways. in the commons she was too busy to talk and him and her hung out the whole time so it wasnt much fun. chorus was freezing freezing cold. i talked to meis and sarah nagel and alicia all through english and didnt finish my work. and lunch greg and i got in a "fight" it wasn't a real fight but some thing were said that i wish could be taken back. in gym my darling nina was in a terrible mood which was upsetting me. and betsy and i made a new record for jogging the slowest laps. 2 laps in 7 1/2 minutes! go us! the sad part is if we both tried we could probably run our full miles in under that. but we dont try and we wont try so the world may never know. ok so then chem was bad cause we messed up the problem we had to put on the board but oh well. and spanish i failed my quiz cause i could barely hold my head up let alone remember anything we needed to know. and algebra we had a test. enough said. and then practice was not fun at all because all we did were stupid drills and she made us run a full perimeter and then a suicide. and we have practice tomorrow at 1130 and we have to go to the varsity game on friday. 7pm on the turf. be there. and then tonight i went to the movies with sar, peter, and tim. it should have been crazy crazy fun which i gues in a way it kind of was fun. i mean the movie was good. but so much has changed i just dont know anymore. ok well my head hurts alot. a combination of thinking about him, them, her, i just dont know and it annoys me not to know. and i wish fh season lasted the whole school year cause i seriously love my fh girls. theyre what keep me going. with that-goodnight.

ok so wow i just reread my last entry and what has been less than a week feels like its been a month. why is it the summer seems to fly by and the school year seems to drag along. ok so this week has been stressful to the max. and it was only four days long. i dont know what i shall do when the school week is 5 days long. ah its crazy to think about. ok so update-tuesday was jay and jeremy and alexs last night here. tear tear. we had a goodbye dinner and it was very sad cause i'm gunna miss them like craxy as much as i hate to admit it. but jeremy and alex invited me out to colorado whenever i want to go and they told me like a million time over the 10 days they were here so i might have to take up their offer. and then wednesday after school i had the program of excellence meeting after school which was short n sweet and then it was raining outside so we only had to run a mile for fh and we got our lockers and uniforms. i got number 28 cause i really didnt care what number i was. and then thursday i found out from an anonoymous source b4 practice that we only had to do some conditioning and then we were just watching the varsity scrimage for practice so i decided to go to irish club since prac wasnt important. and my mommy said i can go to the saw doctors concert!! yay!! i'm excitedd!! ok so then i got a pass to go to practice and accidentaly forgot it in the locker room and i told strat and she didnt care so its all good. and then yesterday we practiced corners for like an hour. i am the feeder which means i pass the ball in from the endline to the people on the 16yardcircle. it got very tiring after a while. superstar, nemo, single odd, single even, double odd, double even...so many plays to remember its crazy. hopefully i'll do good or at least okay. then last night i went to the movies with pj, eric, cliff, nina, and peter. we went to see napoleon dynamite. it was interesting. and i felt terrible for semi ditching my tbull friends yet again. that was number 3...hopefully we're not goin by the whole 3 strikes youre out thing. and then today was the jamboree so i was up bright and early. i mostly hung out with mary, ryan, april, vic, and steph. and on the bus rides lauren and gracie and same and brooke too. and we did kinda bad in the tourney but we started shaping up at the end so hopefully we'll keep the good stuff going on at the end for our game against ridgefield on tuesday. and at some point this weekend i need to make cookies for the pasta party on monday at beans' house. ok well phone is ringing more later

ok so i've realized that updating this thing daily is not going to be an option now that school has started. i think i'll stick to updating weekly. so it ended up only being me, sar, my mom, jeremy, and alex that went tubing. and then monday tuesday and wednesday were double session tryouts for field hockey which were hell. so many hurt and dehydrated girls it was not cool at all. and i had these massive blisters but theyre all healed now so its ok. and then thursday school started. i have 1st pd us history, 2nd pd chorus, 3rd pd english, 4th lunch, 5th gym (chem lab on thursdays), 6th chem, 7th span and 8th alg 2. i'm wayy to tired to write whos in my classes right now plus i cant really remember so i'll write about them in another entry dedicated just to school. and there was fh tryouts after school thurs and friday. friday after prac they posted the cuts list and i made the team!! yay!! friday night pj came with my fam to my aunts house for dinner and it was by far the most boring experience ever. i wouldve rather been in school. then saturday shawn n donna got here!!! woot! woot! and we got to do fun things like grocery shopping and cutting up food and stuff to get ready for the party yesteday. and then saturday night a bunch of people came over for dinner. i swear every 15 min more of jeremys friends would walk in the door. but it was funn. and then shawn n i stayed up kinda late (midnight) and got woken up early (730) sunday morning to set up for the party more. they jay got here!!!! i was so happy to see him. then sunday the party started at 2 but the first people got here at 12. (pennsylvania relatives) so the craziness began. from that point on every time anyone saw me i had at least one kid attached to me. first it was katherine and then chelsea then alexis then joey thengrace then elizabeth and the list goes on and on but its ok i love my cousins theyre all so adorable. i think peter especially enjoyed playing with them. the cuteset moment was when elizabeth and alexis were both sleeping on the couch with nina and peter watching over them. and i think pj survived pretty well. he only got to stay for like 3 hours but i got the feeling that was more than enough for him. my fam is pretty crazy i have to admit. all the older kids tried playing manhunt but it didnt work because one team would hide in crappy places so the other team just stopped looking for them eventually. then towards 2 in the morning the only people left were jay and jeremys friends, donna n shawn, my mom n dennis, me n sar n bets n nin and i think they saying goes. what happened here stays here. something like that. but it was crazy fun at first. and then just plain crazy. and then a little after 3 we all finally went to sleep. this morning wake up was at 8. breakfast was veryy yummy and clean up wasnt to much fun. and now finally everyone has left. well jay, jeremy, and alex are still here but they dont really count. and we have school again tomorrow and i dont really want to go. but oh well. ya gotta do what ya gotta do. this week, especially last night has taught me alott of stuff. i cant explain some of it but some of it i can. it has taught me who my true friends are and who are just bitches. or something like that. i dont know i'm confusing myself. well i'm contemplating going to take a nap. bye till next week. -Laur

ok so i've been insanely busy so i haven't written in a while. well tuesday i went on sars boat with her, her dad, and sar nagel. and it was exciting seeing sarah nagel cause i hadnt seen her all summer. and mr. rongey let me sail the boat like steering and stuff and it was awesome! i almost hit a bouy but then i missed it by like a foot or 2 so it was all good. and then tuesday night i went to the movies with sar rongey and meggy d which was also exciting because i hadnt seen meg in over a month! and then wednesday was a total chill day to prepare me for my busy upcoming week. wednesday night was spent cleaning at dennis' for the upcoming labor day party and arrival of jeremy and alex. thursday was ali lubins bday!!! thursday night was the beach boys concert! massive amounts of fun were had there with sara helf, meg s, joel, bobby, jimmy, rich, lysh, kev, tim, and mary. we ate sooo much food especially bobby with his canolies. and we danced to the music and attempted to get the guys to dance but we werent very successful. i got home round 1145 and went to sleep cause i had to wake up at 5:55 (yes, i caught the clock) friday morning to get ready and go to dunkin donuts and pick up ash and jacquelyn and be at julies house by 7. then we caught the 745 train from fairfield to nyc! we were all really tired but it was still funn. and we took a tap class that was kinda hard but really fun and then a jazz class which wasn't as hard and also really fun. we learned an awesome combo in the jazz class i really liked it. i heart broadway dance center!!! so then we went shopping at sansha and capezio which are both dance stores and we went to rickys which had some awesome makeup at it and we went to strawberry which was the ultimate best store ever! it is def. my new favorite! i wish we had them in ct! then we took a 5pm train from nyc n got back to fairfield round 615 and then my mom picked up me, ash, n jac n brought us all back to our house so i could shower for the mixer. some crazy mems from nyc trip...revolving doors, big boogers, tap improv, woot, and manyyy more. then i met pj at the mixer. well that isnt necessarily true because the first person i saw when i walked in was none other than kevin...lucky me. and then i saw dan and then eric. seeing eric was def. a relief lol. and then eric helped me find pj which was super exciting when we finally found him. and i had a good time and met so many people whos names i dont remember at all but hey whatever. and i saw mike and phil who i havent seen in forever so that was cool.i never would have recognized mike if pj hadnt introduced us and then he was like yea i already know laura lol and i realized who it was. and phil looked the same as always. and alex from dance class was there which was so cool to see her. and then mandy and some of mos friends were there. and it was all fun and i got to dance with pj! woot! woot! and i took a pic on him on my phone so everyone can stop bugging me about that lol. and then i got homee and was gunna go straight to bed because i had fh prac at 8 this mornin but i ended up stayin up cause i was talking to jessica cause it was her bday! and then i was talking to pj and he asked me out! so yayyyyyyyyyy!!!!!! and then prac this morning the first session was just meetings so it was fine and then i had an hour break and i hung out with ali, april, meg, jackie, emma, etc. and then the afternoon session was the practice from hell. it was 90 degrees, not a cloud in the sky, no shade and we were running suicides! but then alot of people were getting sick and dehydrated and dizzy so they let us sit in the shade and play the name game which was cool. and i got these massive blisters and the skin peeled off the back of my ankles so now my ankles have this gel crap and bandaids and are wrapped courtesy of the trainer. and then my mommy picked me up from prac and suprised me with krispy kreme doughnuts!!!! woot! woot! and then i went home and took like a 5 min shower and got changed and got in the car to go to the airport to pick up my bro and sisterinlaw cause they flew in from colorado today. then we came back to easton and had a family dinner plus some of jeremys friends. and its 1225 and theyre still here hangin out. and tomorrow we're all going tubing together plus sarah and i want pj to come as does my whole fam but he has an away message up and isnt coming back! so if he ever comes back i shall see if he wants to come too. ok well there will be more updates later in the week. thats all for now. -Laur

well today i was awoken bright and early (9am) by the counter guys after going to sleep at 2. they were gone by 945 and dennis was still home so he offered to bring me back to tbull. then i was home for like an hour watching dawsons creek since i didnt think anyone else was awake yet but sar called to see if i wanted to go swimmin w/ them at dawn n johns which of course i did but wasnt sure if id be allowed so i called the mama at work who suprisingly was in a good mood and agreed. so the grounding for life thing is over luckily. so sar n i had an awesome time hangin out today w/ her mom n kyle n sometimes john. we were gunna go out tonite but then alotta people had soccer n such so we didnt. n then i got invited to go to tims but my mom didnt wanna drive me so i didnt go there either. n then there was pjs offer but i didnt want his parentals to have to drive all the way to tbull again and my mom was very obviously not in a driving mood so i stayed at home n chilled. and i found my spice world movie so one of these days i willhave to watch it. and i got another email from julie about more details for friday which made me more excited. and my moms gunna call her tomorrow to see if i can take an earlier train home so i can go to the mixer. and lubbz and company are considering going to the mixer too so hopefully they will n all will be totally awesome. so yea thats bout all for now. who knows what tomorrow will bring. -Laur

well i got in a massive fight with my mother tonight (what else is new) and it actually felt quite good to say alotta the stuff i said to her but i still have alott more i coulda said and didnt. but anyways on the plus side we're not talking on the bad side i think i'm grounded for life and defninitely am not getting rides anywhere from her. not that it matters that i'm grounded cause its not like i have a life anyways. i dont even think anyone reads my lj which is probs for the better. my only concern bout r fighting is if she wont let me go to nyc on friday and if thats the case all hell will break loose. oh yea and if she wont let me go to the beach boys concert w/ helf but i can always sneak out for that and only cause its not fair to helf. and even if i get caught sneaking out it wont matter cause i'm already grounded for life. wow i'm in such a rebellious mood tonight and i have realized i have a serious attitude problem. oh darnn hahaha. ok thats all for now. -Laur

today i woke up bright and early (9) and went to the gym with emily, chelsea, and kenny. it was a good workout and i havent been to the gym in a longgg time so it was good to go. now i'm just hanging out. i had nice long convos with sarah nagel and ali lubbz today which was awesome cause i havent talked to them in foreverrr. and pj leaves for rhode island today. tear tear. but now i'm working on a scrapbook with pics of all my friends so if you have an awesome pic of you or someone else and want to donate it to me i'd appreciate it. well thats bout all for now. so much for it thunderstorming today. its just crappy out. oh well. -Laur

well i ended up going to the movies with nina on monday night which was really fun. we saw princess diaries 2 and had a good time making fun of it [princess nina has to use the potty] and people around us especially sitting outside after the movie waiting for her mom to pick us up. and then yesterday i went to ashley ts for dinner, also fun. we played you dont know jack against our moms. we won the first time and they won the second time. but it was good to catch up with them cause we hadnt seen each other in a while. and then today i had field hockey practice in the morning. it was our last captains practice. tear tear. now we have to start working with our coaches. and then i went to emilys house and gleefully woke her up. it was sooo exciting lol. and then we went online, ate food, hung out, walked over to ths to pick up forms, watched 10 things i hate about you which is my ultimate favorite movie...well one of them hahaha. and then mrs. nelson dropped us off at the mall and my mom picked me up and chelsea and emily went out to eat. but my mom and i decided to go shopping and i got alot of new clothes for school. veryyy exciting. i got 2 new pairs of jeans, 2 shirts, 2 eyeliners, and a pair of courdorys. i would say a very successful shopping trip. but then we were really late cause we took so long shopping so we stopped at home for enough time for me to change my clothes and brush my teeth and run out the door. then she dropped me off at the movies and i met pj there! we saw the village. i thought it was kinda good but it didnt have that great of an ending which made the movie kind of pointless and much like this book i read when i was little except without the scary red dudes and the wannabe blind girl. and i swear that the sound the red dudes made was like a moose. but i personally liked the parts that scared the crap out of me. i didnt like getting scared but i did like getting to hold pjs hand. oh yea and he brought me a pink lemonade...hes sucha sweetie. and my new word is fabulous. on a scale of goodness from 1-10 its a 9 so fabulous is really really good. and then emily and chelsea coincidentally came to the same movie as us and were texting me throughout the movie on how hot pj was and how i should make a move but i'm me so i didnt. so tomorrow i'm going to the gym with emily and kenny and chelsea which should be rather interesting. i'll keep you updated. and tim and kevin are home i hear but i havent talked to them and so are all the camp girls but i've only talked to ashley. pj asked me on a 2nd date so i'm excited bout that. and yea thats about it. i havent talked to any of my florida family to see how my dad is doing because hes in the hospital this week so i might call them tomorrow and again i'll keep you updated. hopefully all is well. ok i'm tired so i'm out -Laur